**Its hard to say I don't have feelings for you its hard to say that I don't care. Its hard for me to talk to you when I know your not always gonna be there. I feel like I tell you everything I feel... I just don't understand.. I feel like your not being real. I feel like you still care for me but your scared to let yourself go. I'm telling you I care for you and thats something you must know. I know you say theres another girl who helped you get through.. But you don't need her anymore I here for you. Why can't we be happy and let our relationship last? Why can't we be together and forget about the past? I'm missing you every single day. Tell me how you made me that way. Tell me how you keep me up at night. Tell me what I can do to make it right. I really need you here because I feel alone.. When ever I try to call you it seems that you never pick up your phone.. Why can't you hold me for just one more night? Why can't we forget about the fight? Why can't you just admit that you care? I just feel like your being unfair. **
