I lost my baby

I lost my baby on apirl 5, 2000 he died from a drunk driver and before the cops found him he was almost alive so they rush him into the er and his mom called me to get over here now, we waited in the wating room for hour till the docters come out and tould us he has a low risk of dying so if u want vistied him now i suggest u visted him now so we did his mom was crying badly when she saw him she say sarah u do it i cant till him i love him, as i walked into his room it didnt looked like him tubed ws sticking out of him abuse was all over him and bandas was all over him, i was scared to go over him but i did it, i hold his hand and say derek i love u and forever will and i will never forget u, u will always be in heart and no one can relpeced u i kisses him on his checked and after i did that his thingy went bump and i walk backed and say no and as soon as the docter was trying to pulled me way i run out there and his mom run after me i didnt run far i just fall down on my kness in the parking alot and crying his mom found and cried together till we couldnt cried anymore and then we got back home planning the funral. and this i how i lost him..

RIP
Derek John Parker
April 1, 1992-April 5,2000
I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH!!

I know this isnt good but i miss him so muc so plz comment on it it means alot to me