You wonder why you have to try so hard when others don\'t. You stnad in front of the mirror and can\'t even look in it because you hate the rflection you see. At night when you come home you get tired of hearing the same old arguing and you get tired of seeing the same old picture of a make believe life. When you cry you wish and hope someone would hear you... but you already know what they will say...everything is going to be alright...but in all reality it\'s not. I am going to wake up facee the same problems, cry the same amount of tears, if not more, and wonder why things had to be this way. I get tired of seeing the same things over and over...Today I am going to live as if there is no tomorrow and today i am going to stop caring what others think. Life can come to me in all ways... regardless of the struggles I will make it to tomorrow and the next day. Reagardless of the heart breaks and the tears I have cried. I am going to wipe my face and strart all over. cuz this time I wont fall and this time I wont need anyone to \\pick me up off my feet.
