I lie in my floor
wishing this nightmare would end
i hear a knock on my bedroom door
I can`t move, my mom walks in
she see`s the blood on the floor
with the knife in one hand
and a letter written for my funeral in the other
I`m sorry mom
But it`s my time to go
please tell daddy i hate him
and the opposite to brother
I`m sorry but my life is such a mess
i can`t i can`t live it anymore it`s too much stress
nobody cares anyway
so i just decided to let this be my last day
as i take my last breath i say
" i know i`m insane but it`s only because the world is pain"
she screams loud as my heart suddenly stops beating
she ran to the phone called 911
told them i went insane from all the pain
and now here we are 1 month later
shes standing over my grave
praying to god please keep her safe
she was only 15 she didn't know any better
didn't you read the letter?
so until we meet again please tell her i love her and i`ll be there soon maybe even this afternoon.
