Stop saying it's ok

How can you say every thing's OK
When you choke on everything you want to say?

Don't lie to me, I know the truth
Just stop lying, there is no use!

I know why you wrote this letter last year!
But you have to believe me, i want you here!

Since last summer, i thought i did something wrong
Your note should've been a secret all this long...

I thought I was doing good in saving YOUR life!
But that's not the vibe I'm getting from your wife...

Should I frame your suicide note and hang it on the wall?
It seems that is what she wants and all...

She had me feeling that finding this note was bad!
But if I didn't say anything, i would've lost the only parent i ever had!

Dad, please, just do what you want to do!
I will always stand by you!

Stop yelling at me, i know you don't want to!
Please, just wake me up from this dream that's not true!

Why do you have to leave and run away?
Stand up and face everything today!

You WROTE THAT NOTE because you don't like her!
It's not that hard to see your life is in a blur!

She treats you bad and makes you feel low...
Dad, just get up and go!

I just want you to be happy, that is all
But the way you're treating me, i think I'm ready to fall

I can't live here anymore
Nothing is like it was before

Every day is a new scar on my heart
You just keep tearing my world apart

So please, don't tell me everything is OK...
Stop saying it's a beautiful day...