I wanna slit my throat and bleed to the floor
i don't want to live this life any more
theres no reason to be here
nobody will ever love me
i have nothing to fear
me having a happy life was just not meant to be
I'm sick of being called the little girl
but nobody has looked inside of my little body were the big girl lives
its like opening up and ugly clam
but inside theres a beautiful pearl
so don't just look at my little body
and if you love me, call me buetifull not a Lil Hotty
i will not trust anybody
one day I'm golden
then the next, there backs will turn.
and i thought they were my friends
and they just left me to burn
but one day you will all see
the big girl inside of me
