Life long fight

She hated taking pills of any kind.
now shes in a bind.
having to take them every four hours.
shes in so much pain.
even when she lays
it hurts.
dealing with the pain is no option.
all at once the pain came.
theres not a single person to blame.
not even herself.
life for her is just a big blurr.
thanks to the drugs she has to take.
pain fills her life 24-7.
only pain medicen can lend her relief
for now.
it tore her apart.
inside and out.
a bad back, doctors cant even fix.
she has nothing to beleive in.
hopefully one day she can win.
her life long fight.

~*~ this is dedicated to my mom. please comment~*~