Shaking

Today i saw him... but pretended i hadn't seen him... when i was on my way to my locker to get books to study in my free class

there he stood waiting right by my locker... just for me...even to look at him made me feel shaky and more self conscious than normal

he asked if i would like to go for a walk...i agreed i enjoyed going for walks with him...we walked to the same spot as always...and talked

i cant believe how much he listens to me... then he gives me hugs...and makes me feel special... and i feel so shaky and self conscious

whenever he is around i am happy...I'm not so sad its like his being there helps me to cope with the pain...

its so nice knowing he cares that he isn't going to hurt me... i just wish People would stop telling me i love him..sometimes i want them to be wrong but there is not denying the feelings or the wanting to be with him