Forgetting the Unforgettable

I wish I could go back in time
Change everything that happened
So I wouldn't have ended up like this
I want something worth living for

I guess it'll never happen
It's far too late
But I'm slowly recovering
From all the stuff you did

Expecting me to be perfect
Pushing me past its limits
Almost killing me inside
Not even caring about it

You hurt me mentally
You hurt me physically
You hurt me in all ways
Anyone could ever think

But it was never enough
You wanted more and more
I guess you never felt like
I'd be smart enough to stand up

I did it too late though
I will never forget this pain
It's forever with me
Until the day that I die

Personally I want to die now
But then there'd be a chain reaction
So I stay here living
Trying to forget the past

* I wrote this when I was in like the worst mood ever so I'm sorry...
- Rαynє.ღ

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