Please Still Love Me !! kinda sad

At first I thought you were just a friend
But I had feelings for you deep down
I didnt know if you felt the same
So I never made a sound

When I couldnt take it anymore
I wrote a message of how I felt
I told you I loved you
And how you made my heart melt

I stared at the wall in my room
Waiting for your reply
Hoping you wouldnt take it the wrong way
Because if you did I would have to cry

You have always been my friend
And I can\'t take it anymore
I just know deep in my heart
That you were meant to be more

I sit in my room
Hoping you love me too
Hoping that you really do understand
How much I love you

For days and days
I was really scared that you took it the wrong way
I never got your letter
And it seemed that you didnt know what to say

A tear slid down my cheek
As I hung my head down low
Why did I have to
Always let my feelings show

But deep in my heart I knew
That I couldnt bottle up everything I felt for you
Because I couldnt go another day
Without knowing if you loved me too

I\'m sorry if this ruined our friendship
I really hoped it didn\'t
I\'m sorry if I said something offending
If I did I really didn\'t mean it

I\'ve waited fro as long as I can remember
And I cant take anymore pain
I grabbed my cutting knife
And this time sliced a vein

I later on died
And went to heaven
As I watched you from above
You drove to my house around seven

You put a note on my door
As I stared with shock
Why couldnt I wait just one more moment
Why did I have to give it all up?

My mom came home
and saw the note on the door
I read it over her shoulder
As she read more and more

My heart felt so bad
I didn\'t know what to say
I couldnt believe what I had just read
If only I had waited just one more day

My mom later on found my body
But honestly I didnt think she cared
She just held a funeral for me
As everyone whispered good things about me into the air

I cried from above as they laid my body in the ground
The one person I died for
walked up to my grave
But didnt make a sound

His face was all pale
And his cheeks were all red
I feel so bad about everything
I wish I wasn\'t dead

A few years later a man found a note blowing in the breeze
He picked it up and read it
As he stared into the trees
I can\'t believe I ever wrote something so sweet

\"I\'m sorry I didn\'t reply back for so long
I went to Wisconsin for a while
So I hope you didnt think wrong
You have always been my sun, moon and stars
I just never had the courage to take our friendship
Any more far
I hope you arent mad at me for not expressing my feelings for you\"
Do not ever forget that I love you too\"

The man stared into the sky
he looked up at me
He gave me a smile and held his head high
As he mouthed the words \"Please still love me\"