A pill every day gets me to that
smile, so i may have a regular life.
No one knows of the person i become at night I try to hold it in
with all my might.
But its to strong for its what i really
am only the night shows it.
The tears come down like rain
harder and faster as the night
goes on.
My cheeks begin to fill with pain and i feel the shame i have put
in myself.
Crying every night is not my idea of a wonderful life.
It makes my body feel tight turning my face red.
My head begins to spin I fall on my bed thinking to myself.
"Am i dieing"?
"What is this"?
"Why do i get this every night"?
