NEVER!

I stumble down the hill
just like Jack and Jill

i had a great fall
just like Humpty Dumpty, who sat on a bricked wall

stumble, fall, pieces all over
bruises, cuts, i try to cover

my heart full of it
full of memories how you and i treated each other like sh!t

i know you still hate me
you just forgave my sorry

but not the whole sins i did
hungry devils, my heart, my soul, my spirit, i feed

there's nothing else i can do
feelings for you still fresh, still true

why i ask myself?
for loving you by itself

no control over, i know we're done
why can't i just hide, go away, or at least run?

never see you everyday
never hear things you say

never talk to you again
never let us be friends

i don't want you in my life
you'll just make me think about the knife

there's nothing you give me, not even attention
but making me look helplessly, and always in depression

nothing gets your eyeful attention
no answer you give me, when i ask a simple question

i don't even know why i fell in love with you
what did i see? for the price to pay, i get hurtful things you do

so many guys i liked, so cute, and nice, too
but why did i, why did i pick you?

i still love you, but i know we're not meant to be
and that's what really hurts me, hurts me so badly