Im in love with a man I cant be with
I had 1 chance and I blew it in a second cuz I was mad
He might have liked me but I may never know
The next day I saw his face he looked sad and it made me cry
If only he hadnt said such mean things to me
Hes so kind I see him everyday and sit with him but we never talk.
He throws away my trash offers me food which I always deny
I cant stand seeing him and not being able to get a word out
If only I had the courage to tell him what I think when I see him that he lights up my whole world
That I love the way he smiles when he laughs, the way he talks and walks it is all so amazing if only I werent so shy
Hes the man I think about day and night if only I could let him know but I know it shows maybe not as much as it use to but ppl can tell that I have strong feelings for him I always will. He is but my one true love although I try to hide it I know it shows the way my face light sup when I see him. Sometimes I try to aviod him when I know deep down in my heart I wanna be close to him. I wish I could protest my love for him but thats impossible we live in completetly different worlds so far apart yet tied together because I love him. It wouldnt matter to me if he didnt love me the only thing that would concern me is that he would be by my side if only it was possible.
