For me I have to let him go,
I gave our love plenty of chances to grow.
We had love but not enough of it,
I guess true love and me just don't fit.
I have to forget everything we ever had,
If I don't I'd probably go mad.
I have to let go the memories of him,
his sweet smell, touch,and the way we went at it.
The hugs, touches, and kisses I felt,
every time we touched I would just melt.
No more of any of that,
I have to let him go and thats a fact.
I cry every night realizing what I've done,
but sense the beginning all I wanted was some fun.
Never expecting to fall in love,
all in the end it just got rough.
I can't smoke my pain away,
I can't drink him till he's gone,
I just feel really really alone.
My life feels like a drama show,
I guess I just realized all I can do is let him go.