Scar Stained Heart [lyrics]

So many secrets held within,
Too many promises you should've known.
My blood wont stay beneath my skin.
Just pull the trigger; lock and load.
There's so much better that you deserve,
I swear I wont make it all the way through.
Oh when will you ever learn?
Baby, I'm doing this all for you.

Chorus:
So I'll just drown in this pool of blood,
Shed my tears in utter despair.
I've got nowhere else to run,
But anywhere's better than here.
A permanent scar stains my heart,
So laugh as you watch me fall apart.
Laugh with all you are..

Fear of rejection runs through my veins,
Trapping me inside blood covered darkness.
Tragic emptiness is all the remains,
I should have known you'd leave me in this mess.
But I will never forget you; I cant let you go.
Oh how this much is true; just thought you should know

Whisper sweet nothings into my ear,
Hold me in your gentle embrace.
Place your lips softly upon mine,
Take me away; take me far away. ((x2))

Chorus:
So I'll just drown in this pool of blood, [drown me fcuker]
Shed my tears in utter despair.
I've got nowhere else to run, [I'm trapped inside forever]
But anywhere's better than here.
A permanent scar stains my heart,
So laugh as you watch me fall apart.
Laugh with all you are..
Just laugh with all you are..

I fall asleep forever; there's no happy ending kiss.
I did this all for you baby, with blood covered wrist..