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by Matt Aug 28, 2006 category : Sadness, depression / other
This is to all of you that have horrible dreams waking up i can feel a coldness. a dark coldness ice cold to touch i shiver as the wind blows on me something floats toward me a blackness complete and total dark it swarms around me going inside me i feel the demon of darkness fighting to take control but i cant fight blood screams out from all around me Im blinded i cant see anything but red. i feel nothing but the darknesses touch inside my ice cold skin i feel my mind lose control as i struggle to fight. then i feel the pain. a knife had been stabbed into me in every place the immense pain is too much for me i surrender as the darkness demon takes control. then i see what it really is. an evil the world has never seen i feel my body laugh and laugh and laugh. it takes a special knife and cuts me not deep. it leaves my body i lay on the ground in pain as slowly my blood falls out then feel my insides being pulled out through that hole. it hurts i feel the pain i wake up to see a knife and my arm cut in the very same place sorry guys Im not a cutter so i cant really relate to this too well