Goodbye

I'm sorry I brought this up,
But you need to know.
I can't take it.
Even bit by bit.
Everything I do is wrong.
That's why I won't be here very long.
Only a few
Know me well,
But they don't know it's still hell.
Alcohol, drugs, and sex
And still thinking about the ex.
F u c k e d up once.
F u c k e d up twice.
Third time I'll take this life.
Don't try to stop me.
Just let me be,
So I can fly away
From these dark days.
Keep the memories
And never let them die.
I love you all,
But I have to say goodbye.