I am a thunderstorm in the California calm
I am auburn hair shivering in the warm breeze
I am the Ugly Duckling-looking for acceptance
Wanting self-love
I am anorexic
I fall asleep in church
I wanted to be a singer
I want to be famous
I am 2, I am 4
I am young but old,
tired and cold
I am bittersweet chocolate
I am red tears
I am darkness, eluded from light
isolated, yet suffocated
I used to be me
Now i just be
Soon, i will live.
