Am I dreaming?

As I cry these tears of crimson,
I lay here on my bed,
Wondering when it will be over,
When will I be dead,

As my cutting gets deeper,
I become my violent,
But as the night goes on,
It begins to fall silent,

Am I finally dead,
Or am I just dreaming,
I come to realize,
I wake up screaming

Im kinda surprised how well this fit together in the 3 minutes or so i did it in im kinda proud of it lol