Suicidal Love

I feel so alone
but i just want to be me
there's no point to my life
i need to escape and be free

I don't want to die
but it's the only way out
as i begin to cry
my fears begin to shout

I raise the knife above me
then slit along my throat
i hope you get to read this
i even wrote it in the note

Sorry if I've hurt you
but nothing can compare
the pain you put me through
still at the blood i stare

While i give up my life
you wouldn't have a clue
I know you never loved me
but i only died for you...