I see it now "my heart dies"

You never really hurt me,
Only on the inside,
But that doesn't count right,
Things don't hurt if they hide.

I knew I couldn't have you,
But that didn't bother me,
Maybe I already did have you,
Confusion was all I could see.

My heart had been broken,
From your brutal lies,
You cheated my feelings,
I see it now "my heart dies"