I'm at War with a Joker

I thought that this would be easier
and I want you to know
That this is all your fault
These scars have your name on them
You should feel special
Your name is on me forever
And you're name's always on my mind

**I'm at war
A war that you started
Between me and the mirror
This has gone on too long
I'm about to give in
I'm so close to a surrender
You're close to a sweet victory

What pisses me off the most
Is that I was the only one, only one
Who believed your lies
She was in on it too
And I hope you got
Your laughs worth out of it
You succeeded, you broke me

**I'm at war
A war that you started
Between me and the mirror
This has gone on too long
I'm about to give in
I'm so close to a surrender
You're close to a sweet victory

The joke's on me
And everyone's laughing but me
I believed you were special, different
I also believed that everyone
Gets a happy ending fairy tale
I can be so stupid
I hope you're happy now

**I'm at war
A war that you started
Between me and the mirror
This has gone on too long
I'm about to give in
I'm so close to a surrender
You're close to a sweet victory

I need help to win this battle with you
I'm losing, pathetically