Peice missing

I feel apart missing
all the way from inside
and the pain if killing me
it just wont resign
and that part of me is empty
and the hollowness shows
i know this because people comment
on every thing from me to my clothes
that part of mes been gone for awhile
so i don't know where it is
all i know is that i lost it
i don't know where to begin
was if hen my dad died
or when my mom went away
was it when i lost me temper
and drugged myself in bed
did i drown it when i was crying
night after night
nothing to do but watch the tears
drip down because of my fears
i guess ill never know
because i lost it a long time ago
so i guess ill never find it
ill always be alone