I feel I big swell of emotions
Rise up in revolt against my body
I feel them clutch at the very root of my existence
I feel them grasping my heart
The anger I once felt, now is
Replaced by heartbreak and sorrow
I have done a terrible act indeed
I have ended a once solid relationship
I have hurt another, one I once
Swore that I would never hurt
I fear for what I have become
The monster that lurks in the shadows
Of the life I once revered
I fear that the darkness
That once lay hid inside of me
Hath been released
I have hurt another, yet
This is not what worries me most
I do not wish to hurt another
Nor do I wish to hurt myself
As I have done this very day
I have committed a sin this day
A sin I do not believe in
Yet, a sin all the same
If I could turn back time
I do not know what I would have done
All I know is this:
I cannot love this one any more
I will not allow it - the damage
That I hath caused, is far worse
Than I ever thought possible
Farewell, young one,
May your life be prosperous
May you one day find true happiness
If forgetting me is necessary
Than so be it, I shall be forgotten
I will not bother you any more
Curse this confusion and hurt
Curse these actions, for they are
As I have become - evil in its darkest hour.
