Unshakable feelings

I cant shake this feeling
of being misled
my heart feels heavy
and my soul so dead

the feeling of deception
being stabbed in the back
betrayed by the one i love
and my blue sky turning black

the feeling of being alone
to be left and forgotten
left old and dying
to be discarded and rotten

but these feelings are just feelings
and i know they still can be true
but still i hope not
well its all up to you

but i do know this:
i love you
and you love me
but i still cant shake this feeling