Kill me now i don't care how

by Silent Screams   Aug 30, 2006


I've never felt so alone in my f.u.c.k.i.n.g. life just stab me with
the knife
and end my f.u.c.k.e.d. up life
it's the right thing to do
you say this would be hard for you to do
ha!i laugh at you
you've put me through so much
and now the pain is just to much
so kill me now
i really don't care how
just end my life
cause I'm so alone
I'm so sad and mad right down to
my broken bones
i can't take it anymore
i can't fake it anymore
everyone is starting to see the real me
not the old happy me but
the dark and scary me
the me that stays up at night
smashing her head
making the blood run off her head onto her bed
crying and crying
I'm f.u.c.k.i.n.g. dieing
so kill me now
please it's the only good thing you can do

-I've tried to kill myself before but right now I'm seriously thinking about it....i mean my pain would stop but i would hurt so many others or would they even care? ahhh i don't know what to do anymore.....anyways sorry for all of that please write a comment and vote on this poem thanks so much...i will try and give a comment back to you..thanks
auna

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  • 18 years ago

    by Kitty

    Hey love th poem, i can relate. tyr n b stroong, u said u thort i was strong, im not reali im jst too scared to let out how i feel coz i kno when i break down i wont b able to get up agen. anwyays kekp on writin i love all ya poems
    kitty

  • 18 years ago

    by tAsTeSlIkEsKiTtLeZ

    Noo Auna no i dont want you to commit suicide after i read that i cried because you really help me and encourage me to rite more pleeeassseeee im begging you dont kil yoursef i promise promise promise you things will get better please dont kill your self im sobbing rite now. Please

    -devin :(

  • 18 years ago

    by XDyingx-In-xVeinX

    Heyy, thanx for the comment. i really like this poem and i think you have really good work. i could relate and it was deep, just like the wounds in my heart.

    ¿Xkris tina!X

  • 18 years ago

    by Deana

    Auna, I know you might not be able to see it through the darkness right now, but you have so much life and happiness ahead of you in the future. take one step at a time, but take control of your life, do what you have to to get out of your painful situation, remember, you are a beautiful person and love and happiness is what you deserve out of life, reach out to someone sweetie its hard to do it without help. love you.

  • 18 years ago

    by xxSnow Angelxx

    Hey!..i know how u feel....trust me!take things easy-just wait for the day wen things will b fine....i so hope u r fine..luv u...great poem!-wonderfully penned!,keep it up!5/5

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