1 year

Its one year since uv been gone
one year has taken so long
i have so much to say to you
ill start by saying i love you
I\'m sorry for not being there
please dont think i didnt care

i was a different person back then
i wasnt a good friend
i know that now
if i could take it back i would
i would do anything to have you here
and if u were i would take away all ur fear
i would be the friend u deserved
i would be more reserved with my thoughts

the last time i saw u haunts me
why couldnt i have just seen wat u were going through
why couldnt i save u

im sorry i didnt even get to say im sorry
i just wanted to say goodbye
why cant i cry for you
why cant i let you go
i guess its coz im consumed by guilt and regret
thats something i cant forget
things are never going to get better
because ur not here to forgive me
ill feel this pain until my end
wen i can see you and say sorry again