I've let my emotions get the best of me again
I've ignored all signs of friendship,
and I can't help but
c r y
because I may have lost a best friend,
and I can't say its unfair
because its all my fault
I was looking for love from the wrong person.
Being
s e l f i s h
I've got to find a way to show her that I am sorry
a way to make it up to her.
You knock down the building blocks
and it takes twice as long to rebuild them
I may have effed it up for good
because I promised this wouldn't happen.
I broke it.
And I feel like a liar
I don't know that I am ready to face the world again.
But I know I must.
And I am ready to talk,
if anyones willing to listen.
Especially the person I hurt.
I am a selfish b**ch
So let the hateful words fly
I will take it
I deserve every bit of it.
