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by xxLivxx Aug 30, 2006 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
I would rather drown myself inside then cry a single tear because I've held them in for so long every day of every year I cried for a long time tonight but these tears are not what you think i did not cry tears through my eyes but through my pen and ink all my sorrow and my woe drowning in the words i write emptying through me once again once again tonight my hand is shaking, writing slow i have so much to tell these ink tears are slowly flowing and flowing very well when i was just a little girl a little girl of five, i told myself to never cry that tears would not fall from my eyes but now i don't know who i am or where i am to be somethings just not right here somethings not right with me trying to forget about my past but i keep getting pulled back in back to the nights that were so dark the nights i let depression win the nights that i felt i wanted to die through the blade sitting next to my bed take the gun out of the drawer and put it to my head but now the tears are rolling down my pen instead of blood rolling down my arm it almost seems a sin to cry instead of cause my body harm so through this pen...and through this ink is how my body cries for me every day of every year slowly becoming free someone please comment...and rate... please...
by kenzie
That was an awesome poem. i loved it, it was sad, but good.
by lizZ
Really good, i wrote one similar but i i dint submit it, you shou;d look at my other poems tho, i think yours are really good xxx