You will never know

I think of you
In her arms for time
And for that moment
I realize you were not mine

I guess one kiss
From your first true love
Brought back all the memories
Of "the old days" on a dove

...You still have feelings for her
No matter what you see
You lied when you said
You'd never cheat on me

In a space of a second
My heart crashes to the ground
It splitters in to thousands
Without making the slightest sound

My nightmares are full
Of torment and pain
Lighting and thunderstorms
With belting rain

I thought for a moment
That was sincere and true
That I was good enough
For the likes of you

I guess I was wronged
How stupid could I be?
Why would someone so wonderful
Be content with me

Ill forgive but not forget
For you will never retrieve
The trust I had within you
The trust you had to leave

There will always be a little
Fraction of my heart
That will always stay with you
When we are long apart

Why should I believe you?
When you say you care
You broke the promise of hurt
As If I was never there

There's nothing you can do
To rid the deeds you've done
Numb them down
But they'll never become none

My blood it pounds the floor
As I wind and coil away
From the things she told me
That wished my life away

Do you know how much it hurts?
As I sleep far away
You'll be lying next to her
Kissing her troubles away

You will never know
...
what lies behind these eyes
...
You will never know
...
How much it hurt
...
You will never know
...

i need help what do i do? please i need advice i dont know what i did wrong please help me =(?
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