Mommy please

I miss you
you ran away
you said you had issues
and you couldn't stay

so explain to me please
mommy, is that why you screamed?
put my mind at ease
tell me its all a bad dream

you cried last night
and blamed it all on me
now I have guilt and fright
as far as the eyes can see

mommy, this pain in my chest
it hurts so bad
I just want to rest
take me away from dad

why did you run?
I heard it was your head
but living with daddy is no fun
he says I should be dead

I think I remind him of you
and it breaks his cold heart
the memory sticks like glue
and tears him apart

am I a constant reminder of pain?
please tell my it isn't true
because I don't want to drive him more insane
because I remind him of you

mommy please come back
he screams and hurts me
a few times it all went black
and I couldn't see

now I'm gasping for air
mommy I can't breathe
mommy, are you there?
tell me you are to put my mind at ease...