Drowning

Shes shown me the dark
Shes shown me the light
Im my own shark
I cant hold on too tight

My scares tell me of the past
Cant not trust at all
Shouldnt trust to fast
On my knees as I crawl

Pretending everything what it should
Watching all fall and break
Keep saying this dream is good
Pain I feel more pain is what I make

Stretched over farther then I can take
Taking in way more then I can release
Sit in the cold black corner as I shake
Warm red blood that doesnt cease

My heart ripped into two
Nothing left but dead black pieces on the floor
Still giving it all to you
Nothing alive from the outside to the core

Drowning in all thoughts
Killing with your dead eyes
In my head seeing only dots
Bleeding as you tell me lies

Silence takes us all
As the words rot and fall away
You cant even hear me fall
Damage done death is here to stay

The only truth we ever speak
Is when pain fills our hearts
When we have all reached our peak
Can never help but fall to parts

I am home to only the worst
Losing everyone in sight
Freedom is what I thirst
To stand tall and reach the light