I hate you......U broke me

Yes I am going crazy,
And the reason is *him*
I hate him so much,
Yet he forces to win
He controls me, and owns me
I have no life of my own
The pain thats inside of me
Countinues to grow
Nights are long after tossing and turning
Days go by so slow, when your crying
He owns your soul and everything about you
And the reason is
You loved him, but he never loved you back
Not even once
So now you always have to have your own back
Love is a trap, for me
I lose *strength* everyday
Sometimes I think I cant walk
And the reason is you ______
I hate you