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Theres this guy who is my best friend
Hasn't been so for very long
The whole time Ive wanted him to be more
I thought i knew that that would never happen
Though my hopes went up and down
He would say one thing that made me think maybe
But then he would say another that made me think never
When i came home from a long vacation
I could feel his love for me growing into more then a platonic love
And his not so settle hints told me that my feelings were valid
When i saw him last we acted as though we were together
head on shoulder holding hands
when on his way home walking to the train station
he asked if we were going out
i really didn't know what to say so i had my usual answer "i don't know"
he asked if i wanted to
and i said yes
it felt as though my heart was content
i no longer felt a longing
i have him hes mine
and its strange and so unreal
I've never been with someone so great
someone i have no doubt in my mind that i love
no voice in my head telling my hes a bad idea