You dont realise what's happening to me
but when the time comes only then youll truly see
im tatterd and torn, with bruises and scars
im trapped by these walls my internal bars
a screwed up soul is what i've become
so angry and hurt obviously numb
i go to you for love and support
words you only offer as hugs are a last resort
what ever shall i do to become whole once again
clense this body of mine from this awful sin
one cut so sweet it breaks the flesh
crimson blood pours with a scent so fresh
my mind eases from thoughts of you
now my darling whatever shall you do?
as this body becomes cold and free
the only thing i feel now is your arms around me
