I cant change

Change after change
happy and then sad
pill after pill
everything turns bad

another mistake made
to add to the list
now a few more cuts
added to my wrist

i do what i do
and Ive done what Ive done
nothing will ever change
theres no need for fun

i don't care about me
theres no point at all
only here for my friends
to help them when they fall

i cant change who i am
its now who i am best
people will start to realize
I'm nothing but a mess