Whatever Happend?

For all this time,
I feel like we've been wasting,
Lately we've just been waiting,
It's adventure we should be tasting.

Whatever happened
To just going out and lighting off some fireworks,
Sitting on Megg's trampoline is something we lived for,
We always loved the perks.

Whatever happened
to all those times,
The random ones where we'd just be dumb,
When I would try to rap and you guys would make fun of my rhymes?

Whatever happened
to actually having fun at the mall,
or just sitting and talking about the latest crap on Brittney Spears,
We didn't care at all.

Whatever happened
to the time we spent,
talking about how Mikel was just Mikel and we'd never date him,
Now look at Megg and I, and what I need to repent.

Whatever happened
to laying out on the tramp at night,
Sitting under the stars,
Or what about when Mikel and Brent were friends; before there was a fight?

Whatever happened
to the time Megg and Adam dated,
when she was so in love with him,
Before their problems were created?

Whatever happened,
to Heidi and Megg being so inseperable,
Before they fought over some stupid boy,
And for each other they were respectable?

Whatever happened
to our friendships being so strong?
Why is this all happening,
Why has everything gone wrong?

Whatever happened to me being me,
and everyone being themselves?
Could we have really changed this much?
Why do we all need so much help?

I wanted our friendships to outlast all others,
But we can't pretend,
I wanted it to be okay always and forever,
But whatever happened?