And I Believe You

You show me the way to your office
We sit down in our usual chairs
You smile at me and ask how I am
You show me that you care

And we begin to unravel my worries together
When I falter, you do not mind
And I feel like I could stay here, with you, forever
But the clock counts down our time

Every second matters as I try to find the words
Try to reach out to you in the dark
And I feel you reach out back to me
You say you understand, you know it's hard

And I believe you, you want the best for me
You say you really do care
I know this is true because you're the one that listens
The only one that's always been there

But should I smile because you're a friend
Or cry because it can never be more?
So confused about what I feel, love plays a part
But what type of love, I cannot not sure

In my mind we take a little walk together
You put your hand in-between mine
And we don't need anything or anyone
There's no clock counting down our time

In my mind I picture us again together
But I know these feelings are wrong
Confused about whatâ??s right, what's right is wrong
And if I'll ever find somewhere I belong

I look into your eyes, answering your questions
And wonder if you can tell, if you see
What I really feel, what I'm really thinking
If you ever stop and think about me

These are the only thoughts I never tell you
The ones my lips must keep in
I guess I'm confused because you listen
You went past the mask, looked within

Our time is up as I'm struggling to imagine
How I will cope in the next 12 days
Without your knowledge, your advice
You help in so many ways

And then you turn around,
And tears start falling on the ground,
You'll never know
You'll never know how I feel.
But then you say you'll see me soon
And I believe you
I believe you.