I Remember....

I remember when we first met, it was in 5th grade and you hocked a loogie into an orange and gave it to us to eat

I remember during sixth grade we were best friends and everyday we waited for you and saved you a seat

i remember you beating up Forrest for making fun of your mom, i think he cried

I remember when i was depressed, and started doing drugs, you tried to help me and be my guide

I remember when we took our friendship one step higher and ended dating but then i ruined it by choosing over you, your "friend" Jon

I remember that when i wanted you back again it was too late, the feelings you had for me were gone

I remember that i changed and got worse and meaner to you, until finally, you and i couldn't take it anymore and said we hated each other

I remember days after that feeling bad and wanting to die because i had nothing to look forward to in life because i had lost a best friend and a brother

I remember that when i left to go to Lakeland, you told my sister you still hated me and wouldn't come over to our house cause you were afraid i would be there

i remember you telling me that we were'nt friends anymore and that i could just kill myself and that you wouldn't care

i remember you telling my sister that we were over and that i was never going to change and that you have given up because there was no point to it

I remember thinking about you at night wondering why I was hurting you and why i was doing this, just sinking myself in a cold dark pit

I remember telling myself to change for your sake and become friends again, you ignoring me until it was too late i was so depressed i wanted to die

I remembered all the good times we had like sneaking out of the house to go to the lake and i started to cry

I remember how our friendship was something really special

I remember that our friendship was something but now, is completely nothing