Do I love you

Do I love you
if I turn my back on you
leaving you in the rain
just because of my pain

letting you go
because for me it's too hard
cause my heart is weak

do I really love you
I ask myself
as much as I say

if I'm so willing
to rid myself of you
in order to rid myself of pain

if I won't try
and preserver what we have
if I won't,
can't
fight anymore