Secret Love

Yesterday, I longed to see you
Been missing you
For days and days
Feels like im lost without u
Though ur not allowed to be mine

My mind blocks out
Everything that doesnâ??t make me think of you
Like a video playing in my head of you all the time
You thought my love for you
Was just some silly little crush
And you didnâ??t care if it was real
Cuz its pure real love

I just threw away
All the notes I gave to you
Tellin you exactually
How I felt
But it doesnâ??t matter
They didnâ??t mean anything to you
Only to me

Expressed my heart to you
You gave me friendship
And barely that
Im lucky if you gave me the time of day
And after that
I still believe you like me
Believe you like me
Even a tiny bit
Could tht be true
Would it ever be true
Iâ??ll have to see
So Iâ??ll sit and wait
For your secret love
To shock me