Didn\'t Wana

I didnt wana love you
Didnt wana make you so sad.
I cant go on anymore cause my heart is hurting so bad.
Though i would make it through the toughest of times.
Thought i could keep you off of my mind.
But i cant stop thinkin about you.
I started remembering the time that we met and teh things i never knew.
You left me here with nothin left.
I guess it was my emotions you wanted to test.

You\'d pick me up when i was down.
make me smile whenever i frowned.
Had my back through everything.
Helped me through anything.
You always scared away my fears.
buy you left me here with my meaning less tears.

One fear shot back.
It was you leaving me with nothin left.
that fear came true and in my mind it always pops up.
Everyday of my life since you left my emotions erupt.
I cry till theres nothing left to cry.
I wish upon every star to die.
but they never come true.
Cause I have someone to live for and that someone is you.

I stay up all night just sittin here thinkin of all that goes on in my life.
In my life everything turns out wrong nothing comes out right.
I was so afraid to lose you, if i did, i didnt know wat to do.
This is why i didnt wana love you you.

Jay Jay
Comment and rate please.