Confused Mind

I'm so confused I don't know what I should do,
Cause sadness in my heart is what i see is true,
Theres so many things going on in my life,
I'm not sure if I should end myself with a knife,

Theres so many things that everyone doesn't understand,
Right now I just need to make a plan,
Maybe a map so I can follow the road,
And one thats made out of gold,

So I can see at night,
Also so I can tell the difference between life and the bright light,
As you can see I've lost my touch,
And right now I don't really like life so much,

Theres so much racism in the world going on,
I don't think it will ever be gone,
I'm sorry to say that but its no lie,
If I could end it I would give up my life and die...