Living in vain

Oh how I have seen so much pain
Still so young
Living in vain

Hurt so deep, no one can see
Deep in my heart
Only I can see

Haunted by ghosts that just wont quit
Many sleepless nights
I’ve had because of it

Passed on souls of the ones I love
Follow behind
Not far above

I dream of them
Nightmares prevail
Seeing them dead, was the stem

I feel so alone though people walk near
Have a clouded mind
Though the air is clear

Clear as day, I walk through
Weary nights
Hoping its not true

Hoping, hoping for the best
Hoping one day you will wake up
From your long rest

A long rest you have took
Under the ground
Where no one can look

I cannot look or see the ones I love
Your souls flew away
Like the morning dove

PLEASE! Please reappear
I need you so
You are so dear!

I need your smile, you loving hands
Catching my fall
Oh, how you understand

Understand the complexity of my ways
Letting me stand
Hearing me say

You heard me when I talked low
Encouraged me on
Helping me grow

Grow to be the person I am today
Thank you so much
You have showed me the way