The padded room

Dark walls sorround me
I cant find the light
Such things happen
while alone here at night
I count every pad on the wall
Its the only thing i can do
I take my medication
And do what they tell me to
Iv been in here for so long now
My insanity has to pay a price
I know ill be in here
For more then half my life
The sounds of screams kill me
When new people get tooken in
I feel there pain and suffering
I know how they feel within
Just a small window above me
One Two Three Four Bars
They lock us in here to forget things
But it sill leaves the scars
Somtimes i think i could lay back
Just lay in the room and die
But knowing even thats impossible
Is so much that i cant even cry
The padded room sarrounds me
Like a box without no holes
Counting every step i hear
Listening to all the lost souls
I wonder if mommy forgot me
Or if daddy even cares
I wonder if sister misses me
sitting quietly while my heart tares
I guess ill always wonder
I guess ill never know
Behind these padded walls
They\'ll never let me go....