Suicide note

You have to know I love you, but this is something I must do
Donâ??t blame yourself; my actions have nothing to do with you
The cuts all over my body are signs of all my pain and tears
I have so many bad memories, I have so many fears
There is no point for me anymore; all I want is to die
I think, would anybody care, would anybody cry
People in this world are so rude and so cruel
They talk about you as if youâ??re some kind of fool
Iâ??m looking around my room, searching for my knife
Iâ??ll take it for a walk, and then Iâ??ll take my life
Iâ??m sorry to all my great friends, I still love you all
But, Iâ??ve been through so much, I just need to fall
I donâ??t want you to cry when you found out Iâ??m dead
Remember you guys were the last thing going through my head
I know I said I had stopped, the cutting and the harm
If only you had of seen the words written on my palm
Jo, Iâ??m really sorry I never got to say good bye
Or tell you that I love you, or not to cry
This is something I have to do, I know you wonâ??t approve
Donâ??t think of this as death for me, just think I am going to move
Iâ??m sorry everyone for being a failure, but thatâ??s just the real me
Nothing can change that, although my mother tried, I could never be free
To everyone who I love, I will miss you more then you could ever know
Iâ??m sorry I was always upset, Iâ??m sorry if my death makes you feel low
I look around crying, and pick up my knife, its time to finish my suicide note
The next time you see me will be with a bloody gash across my throat.