I try

Alone i sit, dreaming of a girl,
one who can finally tame me,
one who is worth it, worth it all.

all the suffering, all the happiness, all the hurt, i want it all if it means i can have you.

i try so hard to be what you want me to be, but i dont even know who you are. the girl of my dreams, the one who hurts me, but fixes me. the one who makes me smile, the one i can hold all night long, the one i never get bored of. a girl who tries to make me happy, a girl who i try to make happy.

i try so hard to be what you want me to be, i try so hard to protect you, and keep you warm, and out of reach of all the evil in this world. i try so hard to have you, but i dont even know who you are.

i try so hard to find you, are you trying that hard to find me?