Not.so.tough.after.all. (lyric i made)

Faking a laugh, faking a smile
trying to make my damn life worth while
it's making me weak, you're making me sick
please give me the words for the rest of this lyric

can you hear me crying, crying all day long?
can you hear me singing, singing this song?

we were meant to be, we had it all
but one day, you slipped your hands away, and on the ground i fall
didn't you hear me? your name i called
broken apart, shattered i lie, between us, a soundproof wall

i saw you flirt with her
she's everything you see in your cheating world
in front of me, you always did it
even your damn poses admit
why are you doing this to me?
what did i do wrong, that made our relationship break apart, so badly?

you seize me everyday
blaming me, is a game i don't want to play
but everyday you look at me, just like how you used to do
can you still feel the feeling the love i have for you?
i know you like her, even before you met me
but why treat me sh!tty?
is this my punishment, your revenge?
my life you'd avenge
full of misery and depression
we're over i already learned my lesson!

we were meant to be, we had it all
but one day, you slipped your hands away, and on the ground i fall
didn't you hear me? your name i called
broken apart, shattered i lie, between us, a soundproof wall

i saw you flirt with her
she's everything you see in your cheating world
in front of me, you always did it
even your damn friends admit
why are you doing this to me?
what did i do wrong, that made our relationship break apart, so badly?

fine you don't want to be my friend
that's alright, i want our relationship to freaking end
i don't want to hear your voice
i want to make my own choice
leave me alone, stop looking at me
what did i do wrong, that made our relationship break apart, so badly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*whispers* it's making me weak, you're making me sick, this is the end of my song, and my lyric *whispers*