Shattered

Staring into his eyes
I drown in the sea
Nothing but tears fall down his face as he cries
The pain surfaces-the anger intenses
It was my entire fault I am to blame
For the misery and shame
It was never my intention for it to end like this.
I was always the stronger heart and he knew that right form the start.

Our hearts connected,
our souls walked as one.
We were going to be together forever
we reminisced about our childhood, laughed with our memories, we were going to have kids together.
We began as best fiends,
Journeyed toward lovers,
Ended as strangers

What went wrong?
Ill tell u what went wrong!
He lied about the other girl,
he said she was just a friend!
He broke all the promises he made.
He promised he would never hurt me
He promised he would always stand by me
He promised he would always protect me
He promised he would never break my heart

But thats exactly what he did.
He ripped my heart out of my chest,
squeezed it in his hand till the pain shattered me into a million pieces.

I cant believe I fell for him,
I let my barriers down again.
I trusted the only one I could have ever trusted,
yet he threw it all back in my face.
I thought I knew him, I thought he loved me,
I guess I blinded myself from the truth,
turns out I didnt really know him,
he wasnt my best friend, nor my lover
he was just a stranger.

Day by Day
Week by week
Month by month
Year by year
I rebuilt myself; one by one I put all the shattered pieces inside me together
I thought I was over him

Staring into my eyes
He drowns in the sea
Nothing but tears fall down my face as I cry
The pain surfaces-the anger intenses
It was his entire fault he is the one to blame
For the misery and shame

I thought I had the stronger heart.
It wasnt supposed to end like this
im right back where i started.
I loved him too much to let him go.