You wanted to know why i was stupid enough .....

You wanted to know why i was
stupid enough to cut so deep
well I'm going to tell you that
i did not ever eat or sleep
i started going to a therapist
for my clinical depression
and she wondered why
dying became my obsession
about all my friends at school
and why all of them just
suddenly thought me as a fool
so then she said it was
your fault for me wanting to die
i had no say in what she said
so then i just started to cry
i did not want to loose you
since you were my best friend
but when you kept calling me a b****
i said our friendship had to end
i thought everything would be fine
that it would all be OK
but then you kept talking about me
and a little of me died on that day
then i just got sick and tired
of my stupid, meaning-less life
so then that day i came home
and i got so mad at you that i grabbed the knife
i cut really deep on my wrist
and i cut really bad on my leg
i stood there just looking at the mirror
gazing into all of the red
it made me feel so good for the time
like there was nothing wrong at all
but after wards all the pain came
back as i started to fall
now you keep talking about me
but I've told myself I'm going to forget about you
I've decided that your not worth all the hurt
so now I'm moving on in my life without you.

**if you have ever been hurt like me, don't let that person got to you. no matter how much they have caused you go hurt, don't cut.....it just makes things worse. and you'll just loose everyone you love.**

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